Conscious Designing introduction

I had long ago been shown that death as I had known it did not exist.  So when my big brother, who was also my best friend and business partner, was dying it was relatively easy to let him go because I knew that his pain would be over once he left the physical realm.  What I was totally unprepared for was the loss of my business partner.  He was the one who saw what a room would look like like in an instant flash of mental pictures, he could guess correctly what a project would probably cost.  I was the one who could design furniture and answer most of the architectural questions.  I didn't have visions and I had no memory for numbers.  I was terrified, to say the least.  Begging source for help and guidance, I was informed that this was to be my "rite of passage".  Like the tribesmen who did their walkabouts to come into manhood, I would have to venture into the most difficult test of my life and that there was no other choice but to "rise victorious".

So with no vision and no confidence I'd go into the showrooms and start going thru fabrics, pulling out whatever just felt right.  I would yell at my brother that selecting wallpaper was his job and how dare he die and make me do this, I hated wallpaper.  After being raised in a home that had been "decorated" with sometimes 2 different patterns in one room, it was no easy thing for a minimalist like me.  I couldn't find any spiritual justification for interior design, it seemed superficial in the scheme of all things that I considered spiritual.  Then a funny thing happened.  I received phone calls from the first two clients that I had worked with on my own.

Both said that they didn't know know what it was about the rooms I had done, but they never wanted to leave them and that they would just sit there.  They would walk by the room(s) and just stick around for a while.  That was the moment that I realized that I was not alone.  Spirit was guiding me, working thru me to bring in an energy and vibration that each client needed.  This was the moment that I knew what my work here was and that my gift was to be shared with the people who would be coming into my life.  That was when I accepted the importance of what conscious interior design can bring to another human beings life.  That was in 1984 and I've been working with these masters of design who are in the non-physical ever since and I'm guessing that my brother is sending me his input as well.

In my other blog:  www.leslieharrisinteriordesign.blogspot.com I address all things that I find beautiful and interesting.  I want to approach this blog site from the point of view of my spiritual self to those of us that are or are wanting to be into conscious creating in one form or another.  Whether you care about design or not, whether you even notice your surroundings, I know in my heart that our environment has a tremendous effect on how we feel.  I'd really like to get some feedback from you as to areas you might like me to address.  Source has guided me to do this blog and I am very open to the possibilities of where it can go.  Maybe we can start a dialogue about ways that we can help our fellow travelers in this dance of life.